Yesterday I took a nap during the day and had the most vivid dream of my Mother. In the dream my Daughter and I were visiting the house where I grew up - where Mom lived until she passed away four years ago, Christmas Eve. In the dream, my Daughter and I were at the top of the stairs - where you can see down to the front door. Someone came in the house and we could see the top of their head but didn't recognize them. I yelled down the stairs so they could hear me - thinking it was a stranger, I said "hey, you can't just walk in here" ... and guess who looked up at me? Mom! I was so excited. I said "Oh, I didn't know it was you, Mom" and I ran downstairs to greet her. She was wearing her navy blue winter coat, and her comfortable tan shoes. She looked healthy and smiled the Mom smile that I remember - the one that reaches right down in to my heart and places a big unconditionally loved kiss right there in the center of my heart - right in the spot that has been so empty for four years. I told her that the birth was about to take place upstairs and asked if she wanted to go up there. She said she did, so I took her hand and walked her up the stairs. As we both reached for the door knob, my own daughter woke me up from my dream by saying "hey, Mom" just as I was saying "hey, Mom" to my own Mother in my dream! The dream ended there with my Mother and me reaching for the door knob at the same time. It was a lovely dream and it will keep that empty spot filled for quite some time! My husband thinks the stairs up to the birth is symbolic of my Mother climbing the stairs to Heaven and going to meet the newborn King. In my dream, I was able to travel with her for a bit of that special journey. I have always thought of Mom's passing on Christmas Eve as a blessing - she was able to spend Jesus' Birthday right there with Him! Happy Birthday, Jesus, and thank you for allowing me a glimpse of Mom's happiness on that special day four years ago! xxxx
Christmas picture taken of my Mom, my Brother's and Me when I was 3 - looks like I was going to plant a kiss on my new Dolly's cheek! ;o)
Christmas picture taken of my Mom, my Brother's and Me when I was 3 - looks like I was going to plant a kiss on my new Dolly's cheek! ;o)