Well, at the beginning of December, I had so many things I wanted to share on my blog and for some reason, my blog disappeared! All I could find was an old cache snapshot when I did a google search. I was heartbroken because even though I don't update the blog often, I come back often to read past posts and I update when I really feel the need to share something that I used to share with my Mom. After sharing my dilemma on facebook, I received a lot of advice and finally was able to get my blog up and running again. I'm happy now! Since the beginning of December when I had so much to say, I have forgotten all those things. I made it through another Christmas without Mom. It still hurts, and the hurt does not subside. Everyone always says that it gets better with time, I'm not sure about others but this isn't true for me. Each and every hummingbird that flitters my way sends me in to memories of my Mom and even though I cherish those memories, I would love to have a real hug from her. I would love to hear her voice. I would love to share my joys and sorrows and listen to her joys and sorrows. I would love to love her in person rather than in memories. I look forward to the day when we will be reunited in eternity. Until that day, I will hang on to my lovely memories. Happy New Year! xoxo
